I love breastfeeding. It's just the sweetest thing to have
Rylen look at me and smile while he's nursing, and to have him reach up and touch my face while he's having mommy's milk. It's just our time.
BUT...at night my little leach, I mean sweet baby boy is stuck to me. All night long. I know he's only 7 months old, but many babies are sleeping through the night around now. Not Rylen, I have to pry myself away from him after nursing him at night, and hope that he doesn't wake up and start crying for more.
I breastfed my other two, and they were
ferocious nursers also.
Caden especially, he nursed every hour at night.
Brityn did that sometimes as well. I tolerated it, sleeplessness is part of having a baby right? I stuck it out and figured I would just get rest when they were weaned. I could run on 5-6 hours of interrupted sleep no problem. Not this time.
It's much harder to tolerate this time around. I have 2 other children to take care of everyday and I need my boobs back so I can get some rest or I am just a grumpy, bitchy mess. After nursing my other 2 I figured I'd be a pro at this. Wrong! I need sleep, or at least less night time nursing sessions.
I have started to give him one bottle before bed so that he'd fall asleep with his tummy a little fuller. He's still waking up every 2 hours at night and about every hour from about 5-9 am. I tried just patting him back to sleep, and that's not working. I have even tried putting him in his crib which is a BIG step cause we're co-sleepers, and even that isn't working. Although I do sleep a little better in between feedings. I know I can't give up, I will nurse him till he's at least a year. It's just taking a little more effort on my part to not just throw in the towel. I keep focusing on the good, like the satisfaction I get by knowing I am the only one who can give him what he needs. I only hope that he'll ease up on the booby at night or I learn to just live like a sleep deprived maniac.